Thursday, March 29, 2007
Ciara/ Paula DeAnda lyrics!! :D
Song: When It Was Me
Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah
She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadilliac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs buck of 5
So I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like
Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
Tell me what makes her so much better than me
(so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me
And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime
I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die
Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no
I'm notOoh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
What makes her so much better than me
(so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me
That made you smile
That made you laugh
Even if it makes you happier
than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world
(me)Your kind of girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering
What makes her so much better than me
(what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me
What makes her so much better than me
(what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that
I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me
When it was me
When it was me
When it was me
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[Verse: 1]
Pull up your pants
(Just Like Em')
Take out the trash
(Just Like Em')
You can dig cash like em'
Fast like em
'Girl you outta act like ya dig
(What I'm talkin' bout')
Security codes on everything
Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring
(Joint Account)
And another one he don't know about
[Hook]
Wish we could switch up the roles
And I could be that...
Tell you I love you
But when you call
I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me?
Like where you be at?
Cause I'm out 4 in the morning
On the corna roll'n
Do'n my own thing
Ohh
[Chorus]
What if I?...
Had a thing on the side?
Made ya cry?
Would the rules change up?...
Or would they still apply?...
If I played you like a toy?...
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy
[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice]
Can't be get'n mad!
What You Mad?
Can't Handle that!Can't be get'n mad!
What you mad?Can't handle that!
[Verse: 2]
Girl go head and be...
(Just Like Em')
Go run the streets
(Just Like Em')
come home late say sleep like em
'Creep like em'
Front with ya friends
Act hard when you're with em' like em'
(What)
Keep a straight face when ya tell a lie
Always keep an anti-alibi
( Keep Him In The Dark )
What he don't know won't break his heart
[Hook]
[Chorus]
[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice]
[Bridge]
If I was always gone
With the sun get'n home
(Would Ya Like That?)
Told you I was with my crew
When I knew it wasn't true
(Would Ya Like That?)
If I act like you
Walk A mile off in yo shoes
(Would Ya Like That?)
I'm mess'n with your head again
Dose of your own medicine
[Chorus]
[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice]
[Music Plays]
[Outro]
If I played you...
Would yo like that?
Had friends...
Would you like that?
Nother car?
Would you like that?
Hell nawYou wouldn't like thatNo!
[Half-Chorus]
What if I made ya cry!
Would they still apply!
What if I...If I played you like a toy
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy!
[Music til' song fades out]
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Just Another Day
Im still so sore right now but I thought id get on the computer just to check if maybe SOMEONE wrote me back...and surprisingly.....no such luck. Well thats ok, if he wants to make things right thats fine. And if his bro doesnt even call thats great too...I would just never have to talk to him again. Which isnt so great but...yeah I just feel like Im the only one trying to make these friendships work and its getting rediculous. Anyways found some lyrics online because I heard them while going to school and I thought they were pretty good so Im gonna post em.
Other than that my day came and went. I have a "presentation" you may say, tomorrow, that I have to do for my American History teacher Mr. Gifford. He's a great guy but...definitions???? ME???! eek!!!! lol. Well I studied thats all I can really do right? And I prayed too, God always seems to help me remember things when I need em.
He's definatley there when im in strength and im like "Lord give me strenght" and before I know it im done with the two laps around the track which nearly killed me..im so outta shape its not even funny. Which is weird because ive been "working out" all semester and NOTHING. Well I dropped a pant size but who's counting? lol. I wish I could drop like 5. Anyways as I was saying I know he's always there for me, and I am so grateful! AMEN! lol.
So I guess chels isnt doing so good lately. And its not because of Shadow. No, she's letting God handle THAT situation. If they get back together they do, if they dont they dont. That's pretty much what she said to me. I think she's doing surprisingly well. Considering before that is. Anyways she's dealing with her older sister Sam right now. When things like this happen with her family for some odd reason I feel like I caused it...I know I couldnt of prevented it but...I know her mom feels like Im stealing her away from them, and if I am I dont feel like I am. Im so confused. I just want her to be happy. Is that so much to ask for a best friend?? I thought not.
Well that about raps it up...oh wait yeah the lyrics...I'll post those after this...I guess
Luvs!
~Mandi
(didnt have time to post the lyrics so....go check em out on my xanga or just listen to em yourself)
Paula DeAnda _ When It Was Me
Ciara- Just like a boy
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Life...again
Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
And I, in time, will come around
I always do for you
Suppose I said..
You're my saving grace
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I'm someone else?
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I'm someone else?
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So I posted these lyrics because these were all I needed to hear to break down tonight and realize that I am an Idiot. Thats right. Thank you John Mayer for writing that song so I could spill my soul out to my mom in a van. Right in front of a Burger King. yeah..great. And you can only guess what it was about, yup Grego. Who else right? No one else can make me break down like that..well maybe chels or holli but still. seriously.
As I said I am an idot but...im not going to do anything obviously. That would be even more idotic. I mean he's moving on he fine with out me, as I thought I was without him. I'll be fine. I can do this I dont have a choice. Im gonna stay at home while he goes out with that one chick that gets to take him to prom. She'll probably look even better in a dress than me no matter if I dropped a pant size or not. She will look so breath takingly beautiful he wont even remember me. lol, he wouldnt even recognize me now if I was there just at his house. He'd probably be like "uh mom there's this girl in the front yard.." Because he's moved on, and I should too. Im fine, im fine, im fine. *breath* i have my family...or whats left of it. I have my friends, chels and holli. And I have God. That is if he hasnt turned his back on me for being to "sinful" with my pride.
Which come to think of I only held on to so hard because that's my dad in me and I dont want to lose that.
well tahts all, buh bye for now
~Mandi
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Ashley Parker Angel Lyrics
LET YOU GO"Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Today....
Well that's all for now, i know its really long i just had a lot to say. Hope everyone has a awesome spring break!
luvs!
~Mandi
Lyrics
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend
that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
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(for Grego)
<3 face="georgia">Mandi
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Seriously
Seriously, no one in their right mind would think this isnt nuts, and I bet not a one of you could last a day in my shoes. Think about it, Cherie who's supposed to be the oldest in the family the "rock" if you will is the most spineless jelly fish you've ever seen, and My dad's gone to go and try to make some money for this family because lets face it money doesnt grow anywhere as far as were concerned, and mom well she's depressed. And Cherie has the audacity to put all this on her. Im so mad so so mad. I swear im a bomb and im about to go off.... which reminds me of a song...
IM a BOMB- Natasha Bedingfield:
Taxi ride, going down townMe and my girls, going outcounting down to detonation10 to zero, mushroom cloud Little angel, i'v been too goodDitch the halo for a whileDressed to kill i'll be causingMass desruction, so shield your eyesi'm all steamed up and ready to blowPressure max, meter red overloadTo get release i gotta explode I'm a bomb, can you hear me tick?Beware if you turn me onThere is no safety switchI'm a bomb use only steady hands To mess with meYou must be a brave man Bass so loud, i can't hear youCan't defuse me not im wiredDo not disturb while i'm dancingwatch me set this house on fire I'm a bomb, can you hear me tick?Beware if you turn me onThere is no safety switchI'm a bomb use only steady hands To mess with meYou must be a brave man Club crescendo getting loudRun for cover undergroundwhat are you
~Mandi
Saturday, February 24, 2007
SOME PEOPLE

Layin' your heart out on the floor
Nothin' short of a miracleWhen you find the one
you're looking forIt's another kind of trouble
trying to hang on
to who you areWhen all you wanna do
is lose yourself
in someone else's armsIsn't it a wonder
(that) we got this far Some people aren't lucky like usSome people they just give upWhen the hard times fallThe thrill of it all is goneLeaves you in a cloud of dustIt's sad to think
that some won't find itAnd others won't
recognize it even when it comesWe're all at the mercy
of the will of loveSome people yeahSome people aren't
lucky like us
Two lonely souls that
just stumbled into fateLook how much we've been given babeIn spite of all of our mistakesAnd I will never forget
I've been blessed with the
gift of lovin' youAnd when the going aint easy babeA little faith will pull us throughThank God we have each other
we can hang onto [repeat chorus] [Bridge]To have someone you can laugh withSomeone you can cry withTell all your secrets toTo have someone who won't judge youSomeone who just loves youNo matter what, they stand beside you
Friday, February 23, 2007
im sad

I'm sad
I miss my dad
Its so unrad
I feel like such a cad
I should really stop
I feel like im going to pop
I'll stop anytime
This is enough of this rhyme
~Manda Farrar
Haha I just made that up all by myself...I guess I can rhyme and write poems...hmm who'd a thunk huh? lol. Anyways I miss dad. He hasnt called in a week and we're all really worried...Mom more than any of us. I pray he's ok, and not lying in a ditch somewhere. I really hope he calls. I talked to Shadow today for the first time in forever. He seems good. I only talked to him for like two minutes but..it was fun nonetheless.
So we went to pizza hut tonight for dinner, and there was this really cute guy who was the cashier...I found myself shamelessly flirting..oh well thats half the fun right? not knowing who they are and hoping they'll never see you again cause if they do your certain you would crawl under a rock and die. Well yeah thats what I did. My mom was pulling out her license because she had written a check, and we were teasing each other about the mug shots...and he commented on how his really wasnt that bad and I said "I believe you" very clearly...I dont know if he heard me but mom did...I could have died. She is never gonna let me live that down...thats the last time im myself in public...well for awhile anyways.
Wowo I didnt realize I had this many feelings...time flies eh?
Well i'll write soon
enjoy pics!
~Mandi
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Yesterday
Alright thats about all.
Everwood: Ephram and Amy get back together and Dr. Abott and Nina get engadged
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
More Lyrics
Avril Lavigne“Keep Holding On”

You’re not alone
Together we stand
I’ll be by your side
You know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There’s no place to go
You know I wont give in
No, I won’t give in
CHORUS: Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through
Just stay strong Cause you know Im here for you
Im here for you
There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it’s too late
This could all disappear
Before the door’s closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I’ll fight and defend, yeah, yeah
(Chorus)
Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing’s gonna change
Nothing’s gonna change destiny
Whatever’s meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da dad a da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Repeat chorus
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth. So, keep holding on.
Cause you know we’ll make it through. We’ll make it through
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Lyrics... of my life

Say It Right
Thursday, January 11, 2007
When God Made Woman...haha

KEITH URBAN
Cant stop Loving you:
So you’re leavin’
In the mornin’
On the early train
I could say everything’s alright
I could pretend and say good-bye
You got your ticket
Got your suitcase
You got your leavin’ smile
I could say that’s the way it goes
I could pretend and you won’t know
That I was lyin’
(Chorus)’
Cause I can’t stop lovin’ you
I can’t stop lovin’ you
No, I can’t stop lovin’ you
Though I try
We took a taxi
To the station
Not a word was said
I saw you walk across the road
For maybe the last time, I don’t know
Feelin’ humbleI heard a rumble
On the railway tracks
And when I hear that whistle blow
I’ll walk away and you won’t know
That I was cryin’
(Chorus)
’Cause I can’t stop lovin’ you
No, I can’t stop lovin’ you
I can’t stop lovin’ you
Though I try
I just can’t stop lovin’ you
No I can’t stop lovin’ you
I just can’t stop lovin’ you
Why do I try, why do I try
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Random

Monday, December 04, 2006
My Birthday
Anyways so that was my birthday on account of Holli showing up and coming over to spend the night it pretty much sucked. Oh and Chelsea...*sigh* on sunday she decided to come to church which wouldnt' be a big deal if Holli wasnt there but...holli didnt say anything, it was basically just me. Because Chels calls up at like the crack of dawn to tell me she's comming to my church and dont be late! Then she has the audacity to ask me to drop her off at a friends house, of course I say yes because thats just how nice I am and I really am a good friend so whatever right? Wrong, we get to church and we're sitting in the pew, and she goes "So I'm going to your house right?"in my head im freaking out because I never agreed to this. Number one because Holli and Chels really dont get along and Holli can be quiet but.. let's just say on this day she might of popped at anytime and I so didnt want that, not to mention we hardly have any food at my house for Holli and Chels has basically just invited herself over...yeah right! So we got in this totally huge argument right after church and im pretty sure everyone saw it because I was fuming! Then she called her mom to come and get her and thats the end of that. So when she came up to me today to give me the phone(my boyfriend paid for me to have a cell so when we broke up of course I have to send it back.) And I almost broke down. Because ive had, as anyone can see a very stressful weekend and I dont need anymore crap, but to my surprise she was nice to me. And im fine now. I guess I just need to cool of or write how im feeilng somewhere or else I feel like im gonna explode so.. Anyways thanks for listening or reading or whatever.
I'll write back as soon as I can, or whenever life gets sucky again...lol.
bye!
~Mellow Mandi
Monday, November 27, 2006
LIFE

Ok ive written so much already about my day I dont think I really need to vent anymore..so why do I keep writing about it??? I dunno how to fix it either I just know im lonely and im sad. because of many siblings ahem.. *CHerie* and i just hate that no one takes me seriously and doesnt listen to me... oh well. I found some great pictures of EVERWOOD on the web and im gonna post em so everyone can see em. Like this one, I just love Amy's dress and how handsome Ephram is. And apparently thats the only one that will upload for me so... crap. Anyways my B-day is this saturday! I so Wish I could have ALIAS season 4 but... it doesnt look like i'll get it. Anyways im done talking about my rotten life so I think i'll just post some lyrics and be done with it.
~Mandi
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05. My Wish
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything
Chorus
My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big,
your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you
And the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oh, you find God’s grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything
This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big
Friday, November 10, 2006
Hi
~Mandi
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Pink: U and Ur Hand
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Check it out
Going out
On the late night
Looking tight
Feeling nice
It's a COCK fight
I can tell
I just know
That it's going down
Tonight
At the door we don't wait cause we know them
At the bar six shots just beginning
That's when dick head put his hands on me
But you see
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it is over
Before it begins
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Midnight
I'm drunk
I don't give a fuck
Wanna dance
By myself
Guess you're outta luck
Don't touch
Back up
I'm not the one
Buh bye
Listen up it's just not happening
You can say what you want to your boyfriends
Just let me have my fun tonight
Alright
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it is over
Before it begins
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Break break
Break it down
In the corner with your boys you bet up five bucks
To get at the girl that just walked in but she thinks you suck
We didn't get all dressed up just for you to see
So quit spilling your drinks on me yeah
You know who you are
High fivin, talkin SHIT, but you're going home alone aren't cha?
Cause I'm not here for your entertainment
No
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
(Just stop and take a second)
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it is over
(Know it is over)
Before it begins
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
(It's just you and your hand)
I'm not here for your entertainment
(No no no)
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
(Just take a second)
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it is over
Before it begins
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Yeah oh
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Beyonce : Irreplaceable
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet that’s my stuff – Yes
If I bought it nigga please don’t touch
And keep talking that mess, that’s fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And It’s my mine name that is on that Jag
So remove your bags let me call you a cab
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I’m such a fool – Talking about
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he’ll be here in a minute – baby
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable
So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn’t know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool – Talking about
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he’ll be here in a minute – baby
[ these lyrics found on completealbumlyrics.com ]
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable
So since I’m not your everything
How about I’ll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won’t lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
To the left
To the left
Don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he’ll be be here in a minute – baby
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he’ll be be here in a minute – baby
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable
Hi
~Mandi


