Just Another Day

Im still so sore right now but I thought id get on the computer just to check if maybe SOMEONE wrote me back...and surprisingly.....no such luck. Well thats ok, if he wants to make things right thats fine. And if his bro doesnt even call thats great too...I would just never have to talk to him again. Which isnt so great but...yeah I just feel like Im the only one trying to make these friendships work and its getting rediculous. Anyways found some lyrics online because I heard them while going to school and I thought they were pretty good so Im gonna post em.
Other than that my day came and went. I have a "presentation" you may say, tomorrow, that I have to do for my American History teacher Mr. Gifford. He's a great guy but...definitions???? ME???! eek!!!! lol. Well I studied thats all I can really do right? And I prayed too, God always seems to help me remember things when I need em.
He's definatley there when im in strength and im like "Lord give me strenght" and before I know it im done with the two laps around the track which nearly killed me..im so outta shape its not even funny. Which is weird because ive been "working out" all semester and NOTHING. Well I dropped a pant size but who's counting? lol. I wish I could drop like 5. Anyways as I was saying I know he's always there for me, and I am so grateful! AMEN! lol.
So I guess chels isnt doing so good lately. And its not because of Shadow. No, she's letting God handle THAT situation. If they get back together they do, if they dont they dont. That's pretty much what she said to me. I think she's doing surprisingly well. Considering before that is. Anyways she's dealing with her older sister Sam right now. When things like this happen with her family for some odd reason I feel like I caused it...I know I couldnt of prevented it but...I know her mom feels like Im stealing her away from them, and if I am I dont feel like I am. Im so confused. I just want her to be happy. Is that so much to ask for a best friend?? I thought not.
Well that about raps it up...oh wait yeah the lyrics...I'll post those after this...I guess
Luvs!
~Mandi
(didnt have time to post the lyrics so....go check em out on my xanga or just listen to em yourself)
Paula DeAnda _ When It Was Me
Ciara- Just like a boy