Seriously

Seriously I just dont understand my siblings some times and how in the hell they do the things they do. But this day its not Livi, no Livi is my rock, my chica, my bestie! No its the other one. The one I cant stand...thats right Cherie. Lucky guess. Yehah and its all because she decided to spill her feelings to the world. I got three words for ya honey "Keep it in" no one wants to hear it. All it does is cause this family stress and heartache anyways, and I know you "need" attention but seriously this is a bit much. No one needs it THAT badly. You wanna know what i think I think this wedding she's planning she's doing just so she can have everyone look at her and how beautiful she is and how much our family isnt, and how much "better" she is than our cousin Michelle, which lets face it she isnt. I love Michelle, in fact she made me laugh more in one day than cherie did in a year. How sad is that, and you wanna know why? Because I never see her, no she's never home and when she is she's only there because Adam couldnt take her to his home and Adam needed sleep. I bet if we were all dead she really wouldnt care. So I snapped a little..I didnt mean to it just happend ok? And i bet if anyone else was in this situation they would of done exactly what I did...ok well not exactly but you know what I mean, they would of said SOMETHING right? Right. So I did and well....lets just say I basically told her i hated her and that I wasnt gonna be her maid of honor, which I never was anyways. Not over my ALIAS, OR GREYS OR SMALLVILLE. and that means alot. trust me. Im fed up, and who wouldnt be?
Seriously, no one in their right mind would think this isnt nuts, and I bet not a one of you could last a day in my shoes. Think about it, Cherie who's supposed to be the oldest in the family the "rock" if you will is the most spineless jelly fish you've ever seen, and My dad's gone to go and try to make some money for this family because lets face it money doesnt grow anywhere as far as were concerned, and mom well she's depressed. And Cherie has the audacity to put all this on her. Im so mad so so mad. I swear im a bomb and im about to go off.... which reminds me of a song...
IM a BOMB- Natasha Bedingfield:
Taxi ride, going down townMe and my girls, going outcounting down to detonation10 to zero, mushroom cloud Little angel, i'v been too goodDitch the halo for a whileDressed to kill i'll be causingMass desruction, so shield your eyesi'm all steamed up and ready to blowPressure max, meter red overloadTo get release i gotta explode I'm a bomb, can you hear me tick?Beware if you turn me onThere is no safety switchI'm a bomb use only steady hands To mess with meYou must be a brave man Bass so loud, i can't hear youCan't defuse me not im wiredDo not disturb while i'm dancingwatch me set this house on fire I'm a bomb, can you hear me tick?Beware if you turn me onThere is no safety switchI'm a bomb use only steady hands To mess with meYou must be a brave man Club crescendo getting loudRun for cover undergroundwhat are you

~Mandi