Ciara/ Paula DeAnda lyrics!! :D

Artist: Paula Deanda
Song: When It Was Me

Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadilliac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs buck of 5
So I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me
(so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime
I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no
I'm notOoh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
What makes her so much better than me
(so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

That made you smile
That made you laugh
Even if it makes you happier
than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world
(me)Your kind of girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me
(what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me
What makes her so much better than me
(what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that
I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

When it was me
When it was me
When it was me
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[Verse: 1]
Pull up your pants
(Just Like Em')
Take out the trash
(Just Like Em')
You can dig cash like em'
Fast like em
'Girl you outta act like ya dig
(What I'm talkin' bout')
Security codes on everything
Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring
(Joint Account)
And another one he don't know about

[Hook]
Wish we could switch up the roles
And I could be that...
Tell you I love you
But when you call
I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me?
Like where you be at?
Cause I'm out 4 in the morning
On the corna roll'n
Do'n my own thing
Ohh

[Chorus]
What if I?...
Had a thing on the side?
Made ya cry?
Would the rules change up?...
Or would they still apply?...
If I played you like a toy?...
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice]
Can't be get'n mad!
What You Mad?
Can't Handle that!Can't be get'n mad!
What you mad?Can't handle that!

[Verse: 2]
Girl go head and be...
(Just Like Em')
Go run the streets
(Just Like Em')
come home late say sleep like em
'Creep like em'
Front with ya friends
Act hard when you're with em' like em'
(What)
Keep a straight face when ya tell a lie
Always keep an anti-alibi
( Keep Him In The Dark )
What he don't know won't break his heart

[Hook]

[Chorus]

[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice]

[Bridge]
If I was always gone
With the sun get'n home
(Would Ya Like That?)
Told you I was with my crew
When I knew it wasn't true
(Would Ya Like That?)
If I act like you
Walk A mile off in yo shoes
(Would Ya Like That?)
I'm mess'n with your head again
Dose of your own medicine

[Chorus]

[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice]

[Music Plays]

[Outro]
If I played you...
Would yo like that?
Had friends...
Would you like that?
Nother car?
Would you like that?
Hell nawYou wouldn't like thatNo!

[Half-Chorus]
What if I made ya cry!
Would they still apply!
What if I...If I played you like a toy
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy!

[Music til' song fades out]

Just Another Day

Im still so sore right now but I thought id get on the computer just to check if maybe SOMEONE wrote me back...and surprisingly.....no such luck. Well thats ok, if he wants to make things right thats fine. And if his bro doesnt even call thats great too...I would just never have to talk to him again. Which isnt so great but...yeah I just feel like Im the only one trying to make these friendships work and its getting rediculous. Anyways found some lyrics online because I heard them while going to school and I thought they were pretty good so Im gonna post em.
Other than that my day came and went. I have a "presentation" you may say, tomorrow, that I have to do for my American History teacher Mr. Gifford. He's a great guy but...definitions???? ME???! eek!!!! lol. Well I studied thats all I can really do right? And I prayed too, God always seems to help me remember things when I need em.
He's definatley there when im in strength and im like "Lord give me strenght" and before I know it im done with the two laps around the track which nearly killed me..im so outta shape its not even funny. Which is weird because ive been "working out" all semester and NOTHING. Well I dropped a pant size but who's counting? lol. I wish I could drop like 5. Anyways as I was saying I know he's always there for me, and I am so grateful! AMEN! lol.
So I guess chels isnt doing so good lately. And its not because of Shadow. No, she's letting God handle THAT situation. If they get back together they do, if they dont they dont. That's pretty much what she said to me. I think she's doing surprisingly well. Considering before that is. Anyways she's dealing with her older sister Sam right now. When things like this happen with her family for some odd reason I feel like I caused it...I know I couldnt of prevented it but...I know her mom feels like Im stealing her away from them, and if I am I dont feel like I am. Im so confused. I just want her to be happy. Is that so much to ask for a best friend?? I thought not.
Well that about raps it up...oh wait yeah the lyrics...I'll post those after this...I guess
Luvs!
~Mandi
(didnt have time to post the lyrics so....go check em out on my xanga or just listen to em yourself)
Paula DeAnda _ When It Was Me
Ciara- Just like a boy

Life...again

Lyrics: John Mayer "Not Myself"

Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

And I, in time, will come around
I always do for you

Suppose I said..
You're my saving grace

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I'm someone else?

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I'm someone else?
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So I posted these lyrics because these were all I needed to hear to break down tonight and realize that I am an Idiot. Thats right. Thank you John Mayer for writing that song so I could spill my soul out to my mom in a van. Right in front of a Burger King. yeah..great. And you can only guess what it was about, yup Grego. Who else right? No one else can make me break down like that..well maybe chels or holli but still. seriously.
As I said I am an idot but...im not going to do anything obviously. That would be even more idotic. I mean he's moving on he fine with out me, as I thought I was without him. I'll be fine. I can do this I dont have a choice. Im gonna stay at home while he goes out with that one chick that gets to take him to prom. She'll probably look even better in a dress than me no matter if I dropped a pant size or not. She will look so breath takingly beautiful he wont even remember me. lol, he wouldnt even recognize me now if I was there just at his house. He'd probably be like "uh mom there's this girl in the front yard.." Because he's moved on, and I should too. Im fine, im fine, im fine. *breath* i have my family...or whats left of it. I have my friends, chels and holli. And I have God. That is if he hasnt turned his back on me for being to "sinful" with my pride.
Which come to think of I only held on to so hard because that's my dad in me and I dont want to lose that.
well tahts all, buh bye for now
~Mandi

Amanda
–noun
a female given name: from a Latin word meaning “beloved"

Ashley Parker Angel Lyrics

" LET YOU GO"

Broken promises

But you don't really mind

It's not the first time

and you know it

Don't you know?

Tell me why it is you

only smile inside

But when you break me

into nothing

Don't you know?

It's not like

I haven't tried

over and over again

Stupid fights, wrong or right

Goodbye

[Chorus:]

I remember when you came with me that night

We said forever, that you would never let me go

But here I am again

With nothing left inside

Know I don't wanna

But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind

So beautiful, unmercifulIt took me down

Too little and too late

See now I know your kind

You fake it easy just to please me

Don't you know?

It's not like we haven't tried over and over again

Sleepless nights, wrong or right

Goodbye

[Chorus]

I gotta let you go

It's you

There's nothing I can do

[Chorus]

Today....

So anyways... today has been really frustrating. I mean ever have one of those days where you feel like there is a war raging on inside of you and you can't get rid of it, but it stays there and bugs you the rest of the day. Like you have no idea whats causing it but at the same time wish it would go away, like a burning restlessness? Yeah thats how I feel today. However instead of not knowing what it is I have exactly the answer for myself: Boys. Stupid self centered boys...or at least it seems that way. All I know is they dont care, or they just never get on the computer but anyways I dont feel like they do. So ive been talking to Gregory lately, and I decided to get off my high horse and be friends but...it seems that its one sided. Like he's majorly not wanting to talk to me. Or it could be he hasnt had time but...yeah its probably that..man I need to stop being such a butt.lol. I think Pam got home yesterday so I didnt want to inturupt their plans of having family time, because I know when my dad gets back im not hanging out with anyone. I mean come on he's been gone like 5 1/2 weeks I think I'm gonna miss him, you know? lol. Anyways, im also kinda aggitated at Shadow, and for some reason him being mad at me bugs me more than Grego not talking to me. How screwed up is that? Anyways I just keep thinking about him and Chels and how she probably lost her chance and he's completely fine, which just pisses me off more. What do those boys eat/drink??! I mean im still not over Grego, and I DUMPED HIM! And they're all like "what's your problem man??" I just wanna say, "My problem is you guys dont seem to have mourning periods...you just like get over any problems at the speed of light!" Seriously, like you would think that if me and chels meant something they would have at least held on to some sort of memory, then again i broke up with Grego like last november...and chels dumped Shadow like in September...but I mean come on! Dont girls deserve second chances?? Well...in our case maybe not, I mean we both were complete female dogs..when it came to them so I wouldnt blame them for moving on but...still why should i still have to be in this depressing hole while he goes out to dance's with "Friends" and I stay home and watch Friends on tv. lol. GAAHH!!! I just hope the next time I see both of them they dont hate me and that my feelings don't come rushing back. That would really suck, you know seeing as ive tried to hide them deep in my heart for so long. I do that because, I mean if I went to him now he totally wouldnt uderstand, and then he would hate me, or maybe not because they dont hate, but you know really not like me. And of course he wouldnt understand why I did what I did...and to be honest I really cant remember either, all I know is i was mad and I felt like I couldnt be me but then again I just felt that way in general. I mean I still do, so maybe I shouldnt of jumped the gun. I dunno. Oh well guess I'll never know, i'll just live life with that on my conscience.
Well that's all for now, i know its really long i just had a lot to say. Hope everyone has a awesome spring break!
luvs!
~Mandi

Lyrics

Artist Name- Hinder Song lyrics- Better than me

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend
that I won't think about you when I'm older

Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

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(for Grego)
<3 face="georgia">Mandi

Seriously

Seriously I just dont understand my siblings some times and how in the hell they do the things they do. But this day its not Livi, no Livi is my rock, my chica, my bestie! No its the other one. The one I cant stand...thats right Cherie. Lucky guess. Yehah and its all because she decided to spill her feelings to the world. I got three words for ya honey "Keep it in" no one wants to hear it. All it does is cause this family stress and heartache anyways, and I know you "need" attention but seriously this is a bit much. No one needs it THAT badly. You wanna know what i think I think this wedding she's planning she's doing just so she can have everyone look at her and how beautiful she is and how much our family isnt, and how much "better" she is than our cousin Michelle, which lets face it she isnt. I love Michelle, in fact she made me laugh more in one day than cherie did in a year. How sad is that, and you wanna know why? Because I never see her, no she's never home and when she is she's only there because Adam couldnt take her to his home and Adam needed sleep. I bet if we were all dead she really wouldnt care. So I snapped a little..I didnt mean to it just happend ok? And i bet if anyone else was in this situation they would of done exactly what I did...ok well not exactly but you know what I mean, they would of said SOMETHING right? Right. So I did and well....lets just say I basically told her i hated her and that I wasnt gonna be her maid of honor, which I never was anyways. Not over my ALIAS, OR GREYS OR SMALLVILLE. and that means alot. trust me. Im fed up, and who wouldnt be?
Seriously, no one in their right mind would think this isnt nuts, and I bet not a one of you could last a day in my shoes. Think about it, Cherie who's supposed to be the oldest in the family the "rock" if you will is the most spineless jelly fish you've ever seen, and My dad's gone to go and try to make some money for this family because lets face it money doesnt grow anywhere as far as were concerned, and mom well she's depressed. And Cherie has the audacity to put all this on her. Im so mad so so mad. I swear im a bomb and im about to go off.... which reminds me of a song...
IM a BOMB- Natasha Bedingfield:
Taxi ride, going down townMe and my girls, going outcounting down to detonation10 to zero, mushroom cloud Little angel, i'v been too goodDitch the halo for a whileDressed to kill i'll be causingMass desruction, so shield your eyesi'm all steamed up and ready to blowPressure max, meter red overloadTo get release i gotta explode I'm a bomb, can you hear me tick?Beware if you turn me onThere is no safety switchI'm a bomb use only steady hands To mess with meYou must be a brave man Bass so loud, i can't hear youCan't defuse me not im wiredDo not disturb while i'm dancingwatch me set this house on fire I'm a bomb, can you hear me tick?Beware if you turn me onThere is no safety switchI'm a bomb use only steady hands To mess with meYou must be a brave man Club crescendo getting loudRun for cover undergroundwhat are you

~Mandi